In the valley

Valleys represent times of lowness, depression, or just an undesireable situation.

As i type i find myself in a valley, one that a part of me would be happy to stay in because it presents to me some possibilities that my lower self would be happy to indulge in whereas the higher self would prefer to come out of the valley and address the issue differently.

The honest truth is, i think i know what is happening but yesterday i was told "you don't know what you are talking about, you don't know......" maybe it is true, but whatever i am feeling is real, let me give it time to see if it is not real.

How did it start? Just as every relationship starts with meeting someone, so has this one, this took a quick rise unto a plateau of deep emotional thoughts and feelings.

I am content because I know it is real and true and my deepest desire would be to carry on but for us to do things the right way as we have started or ended.

You may be as confused as I am but i am glad for your honesty and openness, that means a lot to me.

I don't know the outcome yet, but i know we need strength to overcome and be true friends, that are noble, and would not succumb to the preliminary desires of the flesh.

Someday i would look back to this post and whatever the decision is, we'll laugh it off or ......

Just a hint to myself incase i don't remember why i posted this post (enebay hlday, iglatinpay)

Kodako.