What If She's Not the Right One?

What If She's Not the Right One?

I really like her

It seems I really do like her unless there is a catch.

Even after being so busy and duly distracted by other ladies, all it takes is one post from her and I'm all very awake sending to the background the supposed distractions that took the foreground.

I guess I really really do love M'Abena

God give me wisdom.

Let me not be stubborn

Dream of her

I woke up to a not so good imagery.

I'm still checking if it was a dream or my thoughts.

So I see benaaway in a bathroom scene with rmahaway.

I just can't understand this imagery.

Probably just a something to ignore.

Unless it is a representation of something deeper

Oh I said that is the point to which I normally throw in the towel.

But this isn't real.

God give me wisdom.