eelingsfay nsideiway emay

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? I am a dreamer, and when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. You touched my heart, you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and then knew it, when my heart was blinded by you. I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I've kissed your lips I've held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know your fears and you know mine. I know you well, I know your smell. I've spent a lifetime with you. I've been addicted to you. I'm so hollow inside right now. but I still hold your hand in mine when I'm asleep. You! have been the one for me. It may be over between us but it won't stop here for me, know that I am here for you if you'd only care. As you move on with your life, Remember me......, Remember us... and all we used to be. I love you, I swear that's true.

Ephemeral

How I wonder about how I'm wandering.
It can be different but it is not.
Progressive but degenerate.
Yesterday but like forever.

Help me to love

Lord thank you for another day and month.

^ - ^

When you choose to .................
You make it all ............
When what you choose gets frustrating ..............

You stick to it ..............
When you stick to it ........
You strive to make it all............
When that gets frustrating ...............

When you accept yourself...............
When you accept others...............
You change strife to focused acceptance...........

..........unfinished

18/08/14

A score and six

“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” -Psalm 139:13-14

Love Compels

When you love another
You cannot bear to see them struggle or suffer
You go out of your way to find them peace
For in that peace your love is fulfilled

When you love another
You feel their stress
You feel their pain
You feel their uneasiness
For love is all consuming

When you love another
You love all they are
You love all that concerns them
You love at all times
You love them
For loving means you love them

I love you.

God loves mankind and has given us a Saviour in Christ.

Awakened by a dream of us

As I lay down, now with my eyes fully wide open.
I know we were going about the activities of life together.
I could almost reach out and feel you by me.
To see you smile and be happy.

I turned around and my eyes opened and it was a dream

God knows how I've always wanted these dreams not remain so but to come true.

I can only dwell over the dream and joy in the endless possibilities therein.

I know what it means to find someone you share all your dreams with.

Alas!

Time now is12:30 am April 6, 2014

Don't be dismembered by pain or hurt

In life, one needs a tight coordination with their soul, spirit and body.

I have had this, I learn that this is easily achieved when God Almighty is in the picture.

I stand stronger each day, although things do not seem pleasant, there is an inner quietness that stills my soul.

Inquire of the Lord and He'll give you peace.

Forgiveness the traits of a Christian

From the depths of my heart, the same place where issues of life hang in the balance.
Although in pain, I ought to lead the way as Christ would have me.

Father forgive,  I have forgiven them that trespass against me.
I cannot hold it in my heart not to forgive.
I ask for your blessings on their lives.

I ask that whatever issues they have in their lives You kindly help them, provide for them.
You know how much they are dear to me, provide for them.
Lead them to the path of righteousness, for that is the ultimate you'd have each one pursue.
I pray for all they do, that by virtue of my forgiveness you'll increase and favour them.

Lord each day as You teach me to forgive, I pray Your Spirit would nudge them in the right direction.

Lord let Your name be glorified.

She said

When I was broken,you help to mend me.
In my deepest sorrow, you went through it all with me. I know I'm sometimes very difficult and annoying(tongue out).but in all this you have been the constant good thing in my life. my heart cant stop screaming of how much love and sacrifices you have given out to me.
I want you to know that I love you very much and know that all of me, loves all of you.
I give you all of me.
Happy valentine's day.

He said

everyday you break and set a new record in my life.Today you've outdone yourself and totally exceeded my imagination.
You comfort my heart and soul with you words.
You share you time and space with me.

On this day you've showed me that you are full of words and bits of you that light up my soul.

You've showed me so much love that blinds the eyes and soothes mind, body and being.

You love me and that's a lot.

My words are not enough to describe the joy you bring.

Head over heels, at the top of my voice I LOVE YOU.

You challenge me to very great heights that only giants divine may dare.

You firmly correct me when I'm wrong and pat my back when right.

You sing to me.
Laugh with me.
Cheer me when I'm down.
You let me appreciate what God does for me when I'm looking at the wrong side.

You care about my appearance.

You understand my strangeness and can read my non-verbal gestures.

Moments with you are such a delight that distance or time does not deter me from reaching out for your company.

I've found in you, YOU a person I can talk to, rest with, play with, work with, manage with, parent with, and live with.

You've made me the happiest man on this day.

All that is within me bursts out saying

Me krɔ wo! Piiiiiii

You have all and every bit of me.
Kodako (heart with wrapper)

Excel Tip Feb 10 2014 (Dual monitor, Multiple Windows)

Withe the advent of Excel 2010 several improvements been in place:

From working in split mode View -> Split

Viewing two workbooks at the same time View -> View Side by Side

In dual head/monitor mode you can also view the same workbook in two Excel windows at the same time, thus fully utilising the dual heads at the same time for the same workbook (same sheet or different).

Using the new window View -> New Window you can have multiple instances of the same workbook open across for your *use*

You can do your VBA coding on one head too and have the Worksheet too on another head


* head = monitor

How time flies

Time is my witness.......

Exactly a year ago (Friday, 1st February 2013), i looked sternly into your eyes and told you "I love you"

Your reaction though not what i expected seemed awkward, you said "You don't know what you are talking about"

Trust me I meant those words then as much as i do now

Funny how time flies, but if i have been proud of anything ever, it is that - looking back one year - i am glad i made that decision, and told you point blank.

Words cannot describe how i feel, what i know is on my mind and how i love you.

So dearly i look unto you
      how i am endeared towards you
              i love you so much, more than words can express
                             every step of the way shines ever so bright

Mɔ, me krɔ wo piii

On my mind now

I never knew a person as lovely as you are
......as thoughtful as you
.......as caring as you
.......gentle but firm on me
Loving me for all I am and can be
My dear I love you entirely
......your wit
......your mannerism
.....your flare
With every stride of yours I am perplexed
Let the sons and daughters of the earth behold my love
Her names enebay, Mɔda, Esiabrɛ, all seek to describe her style, beauty and poise.
Oh how I love her.......
.....alas .......
........I love you 